My Shoes were singing
Tap Tap Tap
I was breathing heavily
blowing the vapor out,
It was Cold
My hands were jammed, I wished I had put more clothes on,
I was walking on the Hillside, with my destination far away
But that distance never stopped me to reach there
That is the place where my heart belongs
I took out my phone
She appeared there
On the screen of my phone
Smiling like always
Her innocence crafting her Beauty
Her sparkling eyes staring towards me
I kept the phone in the pocket of my Shirt
Near to my heart, where she belongs
And the weather turned Icy
Snowfall began
Whitening all the Lands
They were like pieces of cotton blown by the wind
And she, She loved Snow
And what a coincidence
I was going to meet her and her favorite snow had already welcomed me
I remembered her words
” I just Love Snow, It falls gently, Like it don’t want to hurt you, and slowly it kisses your head”
We met in college
We fell In love
She, the only one I have loved ever
And I was going to meet her, I was seeing my destination more near and near
Last time I saw her
She was in the hospital, I couldn’t see her in that condition
To see your most-loved one battling to survive and u being well enough but Can’t do anything, kills you really
I was the other unlucky one in this Cruel world …
I almost reached there
I ran, with my full speed, But with care so that the Flower I bought for her won’t get ruined
And that too, it was her favorite
I never brought flowers for her
She used to scrap my head for that, I wasn’t romantic, don’t know how she fell in love with the stupid bookworm like me
Sometimes I think she had bad taste, a Loving heart with a bad taste, Forms a sweet combination …
I Opened the gate
My eyes started to look after her
Among the hundreds present there, I started to search for her
I became desperate
Like a kid whose chocolate is stolen
I started running looking after her
I wanted to scream name but I knew she won’t listen
And Finally, I found her
I went near to her
She had a small beautiful home where it was inscribed…
I told her, I have got surprised for u, Have a look”
I took the flowers and slowly kept them in her grave
Yes, She loved this stupid guy, she made this stupid guy strong but one day when everything was Fine, She left this stupid alone in the world and went
maybe she was an angel, maybe God took her back
She had cancer
Those humans whom we call doctors couldn’t save her
Leaving behind everything she went
I was paralyzed, killed by my grief,
I was orphaned with my all family there
Every night she used to come into my dreams, and as the sun started to rise, she was gone
I used to hold her tight in my dreams
I prayed the night to stay there
So that I could be with her
But as the Light spread in the morning
I use to wake up with swallowed eyes, a Wet pillow, Crawled blanket
As I Remember
I told murmuring myself, I m going to get married, well she is not beautiful like u”
I stammered
” It has been 3 days u didn’t come into my dream, Being busy huh”
Tears started rolling down my cheeks
” I miss u a lot”
I started crying badly, Tears were flowing in the door of her grave
I knew she didn’t want me to cry
She wanna wipe my tears
But She Can’t
I cried there until my eyes dried
I stood up
“It’s time to leave her, But don’t worry I m here only, close to u,
Whenever I look up in the sky, I see you smiling in the Clouds,
I see u in the Stars, waving me hello
I hear your voice when I’m alone
Whenever the snow falls, I feel your touch on me
You are alive in me
You and I
We are Together always”
I started walking
Her images running in my Mind
Every human have to die
Leaving all they have
And leaving something in you
“Memories”
